SLAPP`D BY. . .

soo. . . . im out of harmony w/ reality
but i dnt wanna be tuned
cuz if i realize factz and face the truth
my world may cum crashing down to soon

im at a time where i cant tell
the difference between then an now
with the impact of these eventz hitting
itz hard for me to figure out how

timez disolving along with everything that once held some sort of significance to me
laying here an the room startz spinning as reality beginz to pierce through me

dnt know how i got here nor where im headed
but i distinctly remember where ive been and all the tearz ive shed

try not to endulge in the few good thingz i have
cuz it alwayz seemz as once you bask , all good thingz go bad

all my life ive searched for a purpose
17yrz. tryna find what my worth is..
an 17yrz. ive came up w/ nothing
but i thought everyone was good at somthing...

thiz only makez my dayz harder
how do i stay content knowin everyonez almost done
while i still remain a starter..

what i tried to avoid has already begun
my worldz come crashing down an thiz burden wayz a ton

but maybe if i let it fall vs. tryna hold it together
ill feel the liberation ive longed for an be set free forever
FIN.

--N0_odle =/