'Internally You Murder Me'

Lust me , decieve me , betray me , leave me
and all i ever did was adore you.

Gave you all of me better then my best
an yet i cuddent gain more of you.

Thiz unhealthy obssession with the love
ill never receive
and you continue to string me along motivated by your greed.

Build me up to tear me down and i see it coming each time.
Prepare myself for your next lie , then continue on like everythingz fine.

But yet these liez that you feed to me. . . . .
the liez you create to blind my faith an decieve me ,
to remain in control , lead me away from the truth ,
have me feelin like thee only right ive ever known was you.

In one ear then to my head , your liez rule my mind.
Pierce my heart and seepz through my soul slowly these liez devour me whole..

I accept everything for what it is cause the love my heart holdz for you ,
but do know that your killing me slow
and my heartz beggining to turn cold for you.

--N0_odle '_'