MY LIFE CYCLE

11.20.08 ;; So today hasent been the best ,
but definetly not the worse so i guess i shouldnt complain.
Talked to 'Pocket Size' today and our conversation somehow
threw me back to my conclusion of a recent life changing experience.
I figure my life iz like a triangle. The possitive flow of the triangle movez left.
Herez a visual [: ;; maybe it can help someone else to.


...
(peace)

.(accepptance). . . . . . . . . . . . . .(discomfort).

Okay now follow me. . . .

If therez ever been one thing thatz stuck with me , itz been
the discomfort im constantly living in.
Thiz discomfort comez from me letting my emotionz and situationz
in my life overwhelm me. Panicing while waiting for thiz re-assurance
that will never be presented to me. Searching for comfort where there is none.

After enough of the struggle i find myself learning to accept matterz for what
they are. Nothing more , nothing less. Sitting back and letting life tke itz course.
I realize that thiz iz the way life should be lived. Any other way just creates
unnecessary struggle for yourself.

My conclusion of it all::
Life wouldent be ;; if there were no struggles.
There simply obstacles that evolve into stepping stones
as you build yourself up to a stronger and more dynamic person.
Thiz iz [REAL]ity.!! Accept it for what it is.
Trying to make more out of what iz not there or what you know deep down
inside will never be ;; itz only setting yourself up for disappointment.
I find ultimate comfort in the peaceful state of mind i am left with.

-N0_odle *_*