#shmeh

....all the light bulbs in the world couldn't guide me
& it'll take more then an epiphany for me to find me

Finding myself more & more intrigued by Psychosis

" im not a "crazy" person. i am a "drug induced psychosis" person. And thank you kindly for ignoring my crack pipe burn on my lip. "

via PostSecret...

#SpeakstoMe.

Sooo....

I heard "Tumblr" was all that so you can catch me on that site to. Bluntedonbrady.Tumblr.com

dot dot dot

young & reckless , my lifes jst hectic.

they all seem to be visitors searching for the exit.

then there goes the next chick...shes funny , cool , shes perfect.

all it takes is hopes decite to make me feel shes worth it. shes worthless.

2wo10en

back in action or w.e

at first sight

Gold and crimson tinged, flittering leaves litter the streets

Sitting beneath the trees, she sleeps innocently

Didn't believe that a being so beautiful flew this low

Using slumber to stun others with features almost musical

and when her low notes, my soul hopes for something more than friendly

When her golden notes hit other folks, I feel close to envy

I'd never wake her, but if the slumber ever ceases

I would rouse her with my kisses and tussle with her demons

Seemingly familiar even though I know I've never met her

Like I send a dream in a letter to heaven and it sent her - Heiruspecs

Its as simple as...

Mind

________

Matter

^^^

Thats mind over matter;

Those who matter dont mind ,

&& those who mind dont matter.

i guess this is goodluck , goodnight && goodbye..

If i would have jst stuck w. my summer 08 state of mind

i guess i wouldent be in this situation now...

ehh , what can you do... thats thee end of having these

high expectations an false hope for one of you actually being different.

sooo what i thought would blossom in to a beautiful rose

suprisingly grew into weeds.... yahdeeyah , dried up an dead.

Lesson #9 ; Be careful who you give your love to.

PceOut PunkAsses.

Neno'Nook.

Throw Back ;

^Summer07^

^Spring09^

I<3BL

COAST_GANG.

Old ;;

Just found this old draft frum months ago...
i like the way it was started so ima go head an publish post it.
would finish it buhh im in a different state of mind... yehh..

The conclusion of trust given alwayz seemz to be decite.
When expectationz are risen im alwayz knocked right off my feet.
Tired of thiz pattern so from you i try to flee, and close my hearts
doors although you still possess the key.

C'mon Noww

I see alot of girls/woman being disrespected by their spouse an wonder why they stick around for somthing like that. Sometimes it almost seems like they enjoy being called out of their name , cheated on and not being treated w. the respect that any and everybody deserves. I mean , it is what they gravitate to. Your only treated as bad as you allow yourself to be treated & Your only treated as well as you allow yourself to be. WOMAN : Have some respect for yourself. Dont settle for anything.

dot dot dot

"when the remys in the system aint no tellin
will i fuck'em , will i dis'em thats what they be yellin
im a pimp by blood not relation , yall be chasin , i replace'em" - Jay Z

ILOVEHER.

"She is like the cushion on my wooden

chair ; now my ass doesent hurt"- Chikk

.MY DIARY.

lalalalala

internal ;;

i feel sh*tty ;; 24/7.
im. . . . outside of my. . .
but then again. . .where is
my comfort zone...
i am searching for thee ultimate
liberation. . . .
pull that trigger , free my soul ,
and i promise ill love you forever.

--N0_odle

checc it out tho ;;

blakclabelent.blogspot.com

LOVEZ DECEIT

"Pleasure turns to pain
Of the lessons learned from strain
Of the questions burned in my brain
About whether love is humane in its touch
These thoughts are like salmons swimming Up stream in the tears of your deceit
Fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos of our interwined emotions
Chaotic because the anchor of Eros' arrow has been plucked
From the vessel of my undying infatuation
Separation not as simple as the distance between us
My mind no longer possessed by the demons that had been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies
The seeds of these lies rooted so deeply they've cracked the foundation of what we once shared
Allowing the faith in us i had sealed to gush out Like a river
Ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts as violently and as brutally as if
It were a child being taken from his its mother armz
I'm left surrounded in darkness but i refuse to be swallowed by it
My lonliness like the night air ::
Invisible to the eye, Obvious to the touch
In its cold uncomfortableness
Yet if I could do it all over again I'd do it in the same skin I'm in
To lay down and let love die
Just stay down and let love lie
No no not I
I'll stay around and let love fly
Even though I've seen its darkest form ;; Deceit
Nothin else could taste this warm or feel this sweet."-ATL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Q89gU580aM

--N0_odle -_o

back in action;;

ive been away for to long , time has escaped me.

ehh since im on now i mine as well write sumthing rii '-'

You are my peace of mind. My comfort zone liez within your armz.

The thought of you bringz me relif and yet soo much sorrow.

You are a breath of fresh air , and right now im suffocating.

*priviledged to breath*

--N0_odle >_<